During my last Havana summer,
an epidemic broke out all over the island,
some German virus that started
first in pigs, then infected humans
in those nether regions--who knew
if they existed, where animals subsisted
with humans. No one knew if the rumor
of such a decease was true. But one
day the Russian-build army trucks
arrived, the gravel crunched under
such weight through our neighborhood,
the armed soldiers spilled out canvas-
tarped backs like grain from a sack,
and the bulldozers came and dug
huge pits at the corner clearing
where people threw trash, left
brujeria-sacrificed animals, then while
more pits were being dug, the soldiers
marched down the streets, house
by house, confiscated all the animals
in people's patios and yards, one by one,
especially the pigs which squealed
like it was the end of the world, and it was.
They came and took our six-month piglet.
Our Christmas food. Our rabbits, chickens,
even the pet turtle in the cement sink.
All the animals herded toward the corner,
in Noah's Ark fashion, to the edge
of the pit where they stopped and fought
back the precipice. Men with blowtorches
set them afire, shot the larger animals
like horses and cows and pigs, torched
the smaller ones, chicken and duck
feathers burned in mid air. We gathered
at the corner, too afraid of perhaps being
next. We children stood by our parents
and watched as the animals fell, carcasses
charred and burnt to cinders, charred dominos
atop each other. The fires burned for a couple
of days and for weeks later, flecks of ashes fell
over everything, the smell of flesh, offal,
and hide thick in the air. Even now, from
the distance of thirty years, I can hear the pop
and sizzle of fur burning, the talk of fire, how
everything was taken away, except
for this burning that lingers in the mind,
some torch of resentment, blackness
of remembrance that refuses to be doused.