Tourist
If
she could sit like stone
on
this stone ledge,
steep
wind tearing
her
hair back, knees
sealed
to clavicle, shins
in
a tight forearm-grip –
a
paperclip of flesh –
how
long
would
leaving take?
Her
breath would slow
to
nearly nothing. Her heart, as well.
Her
arms would loosen,
open.
Her heat
would
dissipate,
and
with it, words:
storm-clouds,
solitude,
sit
like stone,
the
failed instruction,
rise:
use
every trace of
everything
you have
to
rise.
If
she could sit
past rise –
Birds
would venture in
to
carry off her flesh,
the
threads of rotting cloth.
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In
time
her
stone-colored bones,
unfolded,
would lie
beyond
the hungers, lie
where
other lives
had
moved them;
would
polish, powder,
sift
into
the
elements;
would
chase
the
four directions down;
would
wheel within wheels, pass
through
the fire-flash of days
and
out
onto
nightÕs plains:
day
on night, black ice
on
wing, shadow on mandible,
carapace
on seed;
through
settle, to toss,
to
rest again – arrived
in
the gaze
of
all the gazes –
life-sized
and
other-wise.
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