Tourist

 

 

If she could sit like stone

on this stone ledge,

steep wind tearing

 

her hair back, knees

sealed to clavicle, shins

in a tight forearm-grip –

 

a paperclip of flesh –

how long

would leaving take?

 

Her breath would slow

to nearly nothing. Her heart, as well.

Her arms would loosen,

 

open. Her heat

would dissipate,

and with it, words:

 

storm-clouds, solitude,

sit like stone,

the failed instruction,

 

rise:

use every trace of

everything you have

 

to rise. 

If she could sit

past rise –

 

 

Birds would venture in

to carry off her flesh,

the threads of rotting cloth. 

In time

her stone-colored bones,

unfolded, would lie

 

beyond the hungers, lie

where other lives

had moved them;

 

would polish, powder,

sift into

the elements;

 

would chase

the four directions down;

would wheel within wheels, pass

 

through the fire-flash of days

and out

onto nightÕs plains:

 

day on night, black ice

on wing, shadow on mandible,

carapace on seed;

 

through settle, to toss,

to rest again – arrived

in the gaze

 

of all the gazes –

life-sized and

other-wise.