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Our desires deceive us.

 

            But what doesnÕt?

 

Sightlines curve

            in a curving space.

Grief and euphoria

            overamplify or damp.

Memory is a cereal box

            label, ingredientsÑ

1. Processed Sugar Ñ sorted

by volume (contents measured

by weight).

Logic is a long lever

            but oneÕs footing

            is the only ground to stand.

Imagination feeds us back

            our own salty hearts

            till we are full and dead.

 

            and

IÕve found faith

            is an ancient map

            showing us countries

            misshaped, renamed, or

            never been.

 

A surveyor canÕt work through earthquakes.

 

            yes,

Love alone, but love of what

            or whoÑ

            and why?  Else add

            a broken compass,

            spinning needle, to the straw

heaping quaintly.

 

We are lost

            in a forest of losses,

            all phantom trees, phantom shadows,

            the leaves our lackings,

            the lackings our only glimpse of sky,

           

 

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nimbus gray,

            never closer for our wandering.

 

            yet

The conscience still whistles its simple surf;

            the eye of the ear pains

            at the broken chord;

            what hurts most

            is most often where to start.

 

            you

Must do the thing you cannot do,

            e. roosevelt

            said; did she mean

 

            through

Is the only way through,

            virtue the only vessel

            to take to seaÑ

            where we may wreck

            or starve

and find a watery grave, an airy casket,

 

yet

May not

and find a new world?

           

away

From this

            untitled land

            the only direction

we know for sure.

 

            god

Save the queen; god

Save the queenÕs people.